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You know what's aggravating? Neighbors who stand by your fence yelling at your dog for barking at them because they're standing by your fence. Jesus. Go away, stupidheads! Or I'll go out there and bark at you too! Grr!

This 100 Sexiest business on VH1? I keep going, ewwww, they think that person's sexy? And then I watch the little clip and I'm like, OK. I'd do him. In some cases, her. Right now it's Gwen Stefani, and Gwen is my total girlcrush, so I had to change the channels before I made my mother very happy and completely gave up lusting after boys. ;-)

So, anyway I've worked a couple 48/50 hr weeks lately and am about to start another one. I keep thinking about writing, I want to write just *desperately*, but I don't have the time. I get so tired after work that I barely clean during the week...my errands, my laundry, my grocery shopping and cleaning all get done on my days off, which are coming infrequently at this point. Spent four hours cleaning today and am now off to do the rest of it all and noooo. I just wanna write a stoooooory. But I can't just write a little and go back later--I almost never complete a story if I step away from it while it's being written. This is why my story length tends to be about 20k--that's how much I can write before my butt goes numb from sitting at the computer. ;-)

But while I'm waiting for my laundry today, I'm going to bring along my notebooks and at least sketch out rough ideas of what I want to be doing. Hopefully something good and short will come out of it so I can feel accomplished. *G*

I wanted to share this though, because ( I always knew I'd fall for an alien! )

Bouncin' off the walls again.

I went through and added about 20 people to my friend's list, based on entries from my friendsfriend's list. Sure, it was a scary and confusing place to go and I definitely wouldn't want to live there, but! I emerged unscathed and with interesting new journals in tow so it was worth it. I have to say though, some of y'all belong to communities that frighten me. ;-)

Anyway, yeah. I have grocery shopped and cleaned out the car and bought socks, and possibly flirted! flirted, I tell you! with a boy at the laundromat. (Aha, they say, now we get to the point of this entry! *G*)

Well, OK, so we possibly flirted in the sense that he opened the door for me when I was lugging my laundry in and then we kept smiling at each other, making nice, prolonged eye contact, and he kept walking past me all casual-like but for no good reason. Every time he did, he said hey and waved a little, and I kept blushing and looking away and you know, that was pretty much me throwing myself at him--

But our love was doomed; he was drying his laundry while I was just putting mine in the washer. I had to get the shopping done so I couldn't hang around and when I came back from the grocery store, he was gone.

Still.

That was enough. More than enough. *G* If we had actually spoken, I probably would have gotten stammery and, you know, giddy, and he'd have figured out how lame I am and it would have gone downhill from there. ;-) Or he'd have turned out to be majorly stupid. Or he wouldn't have had a good sense of humor. Something would have gone wrong, guaranteed, if we had actually conversed, so. This way, we can all keep our illusions!

This way of thinking is why I'm doomed to be single forever, btw.

OK, right, shutting up now before I ramble right off the page. ;-) I only meant to say Hi! to the new people and tell them that they really shouldn't add me back because I'm pretty much the dullest crayon in the cookie jar. I'm gonna go be hyper somewhere else now. If IRC lets me on, anyway. Otherwise I'll probably be back, muahahah. :)