Thankfully, songfic seemed better today and was more easily edited, although not entirely fixed. This seeming improvement could have something to do with the fact that I had some Sudafed like an hour ago (sometimes I want to mow all the grass into stubble and chop down the trees but then I go for a walk with my dog and the light comes through the leaves all gold-and-green and I just nurse allergy meds for a while) But I'm hoping it actually improved overnight while I wasn't looking.
And the cats are all on the computer desk. All three of them are grey with these gorgeous markings--Shadow is light grey and has a creamy-orange stripe down her nose, Heater Mao is a patchwork of grey and that same creamy color, and Carrue is almost blue-grey with cream on her chest, paws and tail tip. They have a cat door and they used it to bring me presents today--two and a half squirrels. I don't want to think about the other half a squirrel. I'm just glad I made my bed this morning. :)
Anyway, the point is that the cats are all pretty and lean and slouchy and snuggly and way tougher than they look, and when I see all the 'pretty kitten' references to JC, I think about my cats. So, the JC in my head is pretty and lean and slouchy and snuggly and *tough* underneath, where it counts. I want to write about him like that but it seems remarkably difficult.
Also, Incubus' 'Stellar' is making me think about somber-dark-tender Trickyfish today and that bothers me because I can't normally write like that. But! I want to. And I might try! Trickyfish and Tough!JC...mmm.
Or, I'll go take a nap and quit with the pointless LJ mumbling. :)
And the cats are all on the computer desk. All three of them are grey with these gorgeous markings--Shadow is light grey and has a creamy-orange stripe down her nose, Heater Mao is a patchwork of grey and that same creamy color, and Carrue is almost blue-grey with cream on her chest, paws and tail tip. They have a cat door and they used it to bring me presents today--two and a half squirrels. I don't want to think about the other half a squirrel. I'm just glad I made my bed this morning. :)
Anyway, the point is that the cats are all pretty and lean and slouchy and snuggly and way tougher than they look, and when I see all the 'pretty kitten' references to JC, I think about my cats. So, the JC in my head is pretty and lean and slouchy and snuggly and *tough* underneath, where it counts. I want to write about him like that but it seems remarkably difficult.
Also, Incubus' 'Stellar' is making me think about somber-dark-tender Trickyfish today and that bothers me because I can't normally write like that. But! I want to. And I might try! Trickyfish and Tough!JC...mmm.
Or, I'll go take a nap and quit with the pointless LJ mumbling. :)